• my sister has lost a TON of weight by doing NOTHING AT ALL. it's so unfair. she used to be the "bigger" sister and now i can't even fit into her clothes. i can't even explain how much it hurts me when we walk in a room together. people hug me and say nothing. then they go to her and are like "OH MY GOD! YOUR SO SKINNY!!!" i try so hard not to cry. sometimes i just want to kill myself or go in a coma to lose weight. i know that i shouldn't say that but it's just how i feel.